so blue

I haven't been in the mood to blog must lately I guess cause, my boyfriend and I end are 4years relationship! it suck cause i guess some where we end up on two different pages in our life, i guess that happen at time in relationship. I sad cause i got to the point in my life where i dint see any one else in  my life but him. Over there years we had our up and down but i always thought that our good time will out wight the bad time we had. But i guess we been having to many bad time(well i guess that how he felt)
On the up side I guess I can get back to my self and school more, spend a little bit more time with my friends.  I guess that cool. I have always had goals for my self, with being with my bf I have limp off that road a little bit, now i can get back on that road.
On the down side in four years i have meet so many new people, ( which some i fill like is family) that i cant chill with any more, like i used to. I feel as it not right on my end to be around his family and friends like that. one i cant move on and two he might think i'm crazy and he cant move on too.
Then there our two dogs, it suck cause there at his his and i'm going to miss them sooooooooooooo damn much. i'm going to begin crying just thanking about them. ugh i miss them :why:
Some time people have to be apart to see if that person is the right one for them if it was meant for us to be with each other, it will happen

until next time my Peaches love laquiaxoxo

filling so emo

This has been a hard week for me! i'm not trying to go all emo on you so i'm going to try to keep this post short.

 My relationship with my boyfriend had been so up and down, like most people we have good times and  not so good times. but We been riding strong for about 4years but some time it just a big.... And i want to jump off when it stop...But call me crazy i love the ride

No one can ever tell me what to do in my relationship, I know what best for me and him.. but sometime I just fell so ugh!.

Idk I have a lot to think about, who knows maybe my next post will be about how much I love him or the end of the road!

until next time laquiaxoxo

I HATE VALENTINE DAY

So Valentine day's is coming up, and you know what...... I HATE VALENTINE DAY....OMG....I guess you can say i'm like one of them bitter people that all ways only on valentine day.....well I  hate to pop your bubble but, so not true I just happen to be WITH a boyfriend that Believed me when I say " You don't have to do, or get me any thing for my Valentine". LIKE WTF.... that like gf rule 101, like:

1. Baby u don't have 2 by me anything for my birthday
2. babe being with you is all I need for valentine 
3. I don't care if u don't call me
4. I don't need any thing for Christmas       
5. O baby i don't care if u don't have money for valentine day ( this is only true if you broke for good reason)  

OMG SO NOT TRUE!!!!


On that Note I came a cross this on you tube. Enjoy

http://youtu.be/VqiyIC_VlrQ




On A happier note, the best Valentine day I had was with my (now) boyfriend! its was 7m in, and let me tell you I have not had a good one in a LONG time. SO I AM THAT GIRL that tell her bf that she don't need or  will like any thing for V-day, cause ever time i get my hope up I get let down. So me being me i said them words. "baby no don't spend your money on, i don't like v-day any way". Hell who know he was going to read between the lines.. and he surprise me very well, but on a sad note I have not have a good on these pass couple years. Hope he make up for it big time this year, or I am going 2 be mad  >:0

but hear r some picture from the 1st vday with the bf.

  



HUMMM i guesss i lost some pictures...:(


o well i hope my next post will be about this year v-day <3

until next time laquiaxoxo